Get up half past nine, as late as usual weekend, though I waked up early. I found it was a sunny day from the window. A new day is coming. Lying on the bed, I have a lot to say, so I want to write it down.

Looking back upon my life before 18, I had learned happily to enroll in a good university for a good job, further for a happy life. After getting the bachelor degree, I selected to go for further study, perhaps because I was not ready to work. Time goes fast and waits for no man. Now the life of post graduate has passed a half, that is one year and a half. In this period, once I was happy, upset, even despaired.

Perhaps most man are curious when going for some new environment, which becomes the motivation to encourage them to proceed or go forward. Once they had some achievement, they wanted to share the joy with people caring about them, and went further with enthusiasms. Once no achievement was gained, some of them may be upset, wanted to hide themselves from others, and even doubt the ability of them. I also once doubted whether my choice to get the master degree was right or not, and whether I was suitable for the research. Perhaps it was the setbacks that confused my thought.

Once a well-known person said that, ‘No wan can cheat you of ultimate success but you’. It sounds right when I think peacefully. The old saying ’Practice makes perfect’, I believe it. Therefore, I spare no efforts to do my research. However, the results often upset me. People around me perhaps think I like it and like abandoning myself in my work. Only I know I also want to play outside, to do what I want to do.

Sitting on the chair in the dorm, just myself, I started to think the life thoroughly. I remembered once I said the ultimate aim of the life was happiness. To achieve the aim, it is necessary to have reasonable plan and reasonable desire. It is time for me to make the suitable plan for myself. Take my way with what I want, not what others want me. Two of the most important things for me now are to be more confident and just do what I want to do (I plan to do). Also I should I preserve doing it. I also say I have no special like for something, which can be regarded hobbies. I now know reading and writing maybe my best like.

Just do it, and write it down!