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所以我现在干脆随气自发,双手立即自动举起来,然后又自动作抱一守元姿势,表面上看来没有什么,实际上双手同时在进行非常细微地高速抖动,在双手抖动的同时,全身的能量也开始了各种不同的振动频率调整,随后全身周围有无数团光雾飞向四方。
在众人看来,那些光雾看起来丝毫没有什么威力,但光雾在与能量刀刃相遇后,发生的事情却让他们少有地惊奇。
以他们的判断,两股能量的碰撞肯定会引起可怕爆炸之类的情况,而实际上,鸦雀无声什么动静也没有。
两股能量一相遇,那先前发出可怕风声的能量刃竟被光雾包裹起来,随后就无声无息的地被分解消化,变成无数个飞舞的光点,然后熄灭在空气之中。
我的思感波一直追踪了所有的过程。我发现,自己发出去的光雾中包含的能量看起来并没有什么特别,但却有很强的频率相干性,它与对方的能量刃一接触,就马上发生变化,自动产生出无数小能量粒,和对方的能量刃中的能量共振,然后吸收掉对方,并化作无害的天地之气四下散开。
在这里我也许领悟了太极心法的一种高级境界,那就是利用频率共振来化解对方的攻击能量。
然而我也感到一种费解的现象,在自己自发运功的过程中好像一切都是离谱地自动,明明自己都没有产生过那样做的想法,可是发号施令的地方却就是自己的心灵深处。
我好像被分裂成了几个自我主体,一个是在默默观察探测的桥杰,一个是在发号施令的毕战,在这两个自我的背后,又有一个来理性评价的自我主体来发现两个自我的存在。
这么这一来就有三个自我主体了,真是让人头昏脑胀。
那么,这三个自我中,真正的自我究竟是哪一个?或者真正的我同时就是这三个自我?再或者在这三个自我外还有另外一个独立的和真正的自我主体?
天哪!我简直要精神分裂了!我究竟是谁?这个正在思考和战斗的桥杰是我吗?这个正在呼吸和生存的罗曼洛兰是我吗?这个正在观察和思考的自我是我吗?如果说不是,我又是谁?
| So I just now company with spontaneous qi, my hands immediately automatically lifted up, and then automatically keep holding a circle gesture, on the surface seems to have no matter, in fact my hands on high speed very slightly shaking, at the same time, in the hands shaking energy of the whole body begin to adjust a variety of different vibration frequency, then the whole body surrounded bycountless mass of fog creates fly upon four directions.
In the point of view, the fog creates what looks no power, but the fog creates after the encounter with the energy blade, what happened was surprised by people.
In their judgment, the collision of two strands of energy situation will surely lead to terrible explosion, and, in fact, there is not any movement and is silent.
After a meet of two energy, that previously terrible wind energy blade is wrapped, then quietly being decomposed digest, into innumerable fluttering, then put out the air.
My think feeling wave track all the process. I found that I sent out the fog creates the energy contained in the didn't seem to be anything special, but it has very strong frequency coherence, it has to do with the other side of the edge contact, change immediately and automatically produce grain, countless small energy with the energy blade resonance, and then they absorb each other, and become harmless qi spread out.
Here, maybe I learned tai chi soul method of an advanced level, is the use of resonance frequency to dissolve the qi energy attack.
But I also feel a puzzling phenomenon, the process of their spontaneous exercise as if everything is ridiculous, automatically when my thoughts have not had to dothat, but the place of orders is in my heart.
I seemed to be split into several main body itself, is a silent observation detection of Qiao Jie, one is Bi Zhan, behind the two selves, have a rational evaluation of the subject itself to discover the existence of two selves.
So there are three main subjects in me, which really let me crazy. So, for the three-selves, which is true self? Or I am really the three selves at the same time? Or in the three selves there is a separate and true self-identity?
Oh my god! I just want to schizophrenia! WhoI was? This thinking about and combat Qiao Jie is me? This breathing and survival of Bi Zhan is me? This observation and thinking of the self is me? If not, who am I?
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