A girldfriend of mine decided to pay her late father a visit during the Qingming Festival this year. I suddenly felt guilty about having not paid my late grandma a visit all these years. I could have done so last year, or this year, but I didn't. Now, I feel double guilty...

I know I was not her favarite, because she preferred boy over girl. Still, she had so much love for all those around her, including our neighbors' kids. Thanks to her, I had a nearly worrysome childhood, even when both of my parents were away from home at times.

Oh, Grandma, how much I now wish there were an afterlife. Then, I would be able to see you again, and tell you how much I love you.