梦碎太平洋，折翼杭州湾

T.J. Shi

心情低沉到了极点，十月份返校后就不怎么开心；本来就受伤了，心里就更受伤了。

当发现梦想渐行渐远而自己却触不可及，当苦苦寻找一个可能无法实现的目标，自己却仍不愿意妥协，不愿意放手。

如果哪天发现自己不是自己了，那就是人们选择了对生活的屈服，选择了回归现实。理想主义真是害人不浅啊！

I want to take a rest till 2015 when I am waked up and when dream is broken during which no updates will be made on my blog or WeChat for a feeling that a good friend of mine once wrote to me hoping me that all goes well just as sailing in the wind and for the belief that at least I have to try to make it even though it may turn out to be a wrong decision and at last for the motto that god helps and will help those who help themselves.