Before I come to Valencia, I was more nervious than exciting. I told the one who invited me to Valencia:  Valencia is a place that you could sell me somewhere and I could not find a way come back. (Probably I would help you count how much you had made from selling me).

Actually I could visit Valencia one year if I prepared to lose this scholarship. I mean I made up my mind to do whatever I can do to  change the visiting country. There is a master here, more important, this master wish I could visit here, he even called me after he knew I could visit abroad finally.

but I refused, the pretext I used was that I had no enough time to change the visiting country. moreover I could not provide any evidence that I could speak Spanish,

Neverthless, I could escape this evidence if Spain could proof that it is not necessary that I must speak Spanish.

the true story is that I really could not find a way to come back. and I really need to improve my oral English!